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11/08/2005


Evolution


As everybody knows things change and of course I am not a thing but a human and I also change. As my closer friends know, I've been living a hard time, because of many things (love, friends, school, family, job) and I've been sad, so I doubt about my self confidence and irresoluteness mainly.


Sometimes it's hard to accept that I make mistakes and that half of times I really don't know what the hell is what I WANT!! but (this would sound as a book) nowadays I'm not still sure about what I want, but I am sure about people that are with me and people that want to be with me and those don't want to.


Last night I dream about what my life is and I really love mi life, I have many good things, I have my parents, my brothers, my friends, and I wish I had another person to share my life, but after looking inside myself, I found my escence out and the answer was there and it was as simple as drinking water "Continue living my LIFE", yes. It sounds as if I don't do it, but when I think that I'm ok, I hear a song, see a movie, see an ad or something else and that makes me feel that I need __ I also have thought about starting a new relationship with my exgirlfriend, but I think that I have to be 100% sure about it and not doing it just because of lack of expectations.


Now I really want to have more selfconfidence and continue my life taking this situations just as a nice experience that gave me maturity and I just want you to help me, because I want to be a better guy and a better friend and a better MAN. so? thanks for reading this and let's do it :)

"It's time to change, change my mind and the way I am"

3 Comments:

At 10:56 PM, Blogger lune...ta said...

hey budd, i dont think you need to change the way you are, u have to know exactly what u want, nd go for it, cause, if you still changing ur mind as easy as IAsiri u going to be as mad as she is, nd that will be a damn

i love you dear, dosen´t matter u r a wolf
=)

 
At 7:16 PM, Blogger lune...ta said...

p.d. "you dont need to change the wey you are"
dont forget you arrrrr a pprrrrozzzti

 
At 4:42 PM, Blogger onuleirbag said...

I agree with her, URRR A PRRROZZZTI, ah, ja... ;-D

PD. That was a joke, the truth is, when changing something about yourself, don't forget to keep what matters the most --> yourself.

 

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