::: ThIs Is ThE ReTuRn Of ThE SpAcE CoWbOy :::

12/23/2007

Patience…

“It’s not so easy… Loving me, It gets so complicated, all the things you got to be, Everything is changing, but you’re the truth, I am amazed by all you patience everything I put you through, When I’m about to fall somehow you’re always waiting, with your open arms to catch me… You’re going to save from myself… you’re going to save from myself …”

Let’s say that lately my life had been bored ‘til you showed up… I met some other guys and I was feeling good, but not that comfortable. The only one I trusted was the only one that could not be that honest and I ended up saying “thanks” I wish he could have been different as it seemed, but he was not, and after all this was just experience… he said that we’re going to continue being friends but… time will say so.

Then, YOU appeared. You showed me that I as still able to feel that deepest and strongest feeling named “being in love”, probably was quite easy and fast, but when I realised … oops! I was already thinking all day about you and your smile and your sunny eyes… and all about you, I was living in the clouds.

I still don’t know why, but I am trying to understand and assimilate this situation… You say that you have lots of problems and lots of things to do, and I … I am going crazy, without your hands, without your kisses… without your love. I would dare to say that you are already far from me. When you said “ I think is the best… ‘Til I call you” I felt like I was not going to hear from you again and I jus started what I call “mal viaje”.

My best friends have told me that this time my life lesson is called PATIENCE, he said “you ask for everybody’s comprehension and patience but you are not giving it in return” and that was the worst I have ever heard about me, and definitely this good.

I really miss you, but at the same time I am trying hard to understand (even if you have not explained anything) I am here… learning Patience.

At this moment I can just say that love is not an easy matter, and our love has to come to a lot of tests to make it last more that what we expect.


…::: ChOcCo :::…

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